more ramblings..

everyting just seems like it happened so fast..
it feels so right that it feels wrong.
it feels..
like a fairytale..
like that line from that song..
"somethings gotta go wrong cos i'm feeling way too damn good"?
something like that..
i dunnoo..
everyone says..
wait.. wait.
but then i ask..what are we waiting for?
and then i hear silence.
(it's ok if you don't get what i'm talking about. thats why its called ramblings)
i got some quite sensible practical advise the other night..
but i dunno. just feels too late for something like that..
something like..you've gotta put your foot down first. stop and figure out where you're going or
you're just gonna keep going down a slope
that may very easily end in disaster..
i've dug myself into a hole
that will hurt no matter which way i get out..
hurt alot..
but i can't help but feel..
that i haven't seen so much of the world..
neither has..
well.
a promise thats gonna last forever no matter what.
no matter what..
i've either made the worse mistake of my life..
or the best decision in the whole world!
it feels like the latter..
i just hope it is.
ahh..i'm going mad..
haha i did some pretty crazy stuff lately.
still can't believe it happened.
too bad you'll never know what i'm talking about.
haha.
ahh mistakes to learn from.
crap that sighy feeling. it's back again.


POOF!