Friday, January 11, 2008

tonight, you.

tonight, i'm wondering what you're doing.
wondering how you're doing.
i'm wondering if you're awake,
or if you're sleeping peacefully.
whether you're having a dream,
or tossing and turning with nightmares.

i'm wondering if you're thinking about me too.
am i just a passing thought ?
am i a good thought, or one that is quickly brushed aside ?

tonight,
i couldn't hold my front anymore.
i couldn't pretend like you don't matter to me anymore.
i couldn't pretend that those simple words you said,
didn't cut me to my bone any longer.

sigh.
i can't believe how hopelessly hopeless i am at this.

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